Busy bee

Busy Busy Busy.

The week: Work, home, housework.

Weekends: Babysit, clean, cook, clean, entertain

That's what my life has resorted to. Sounds glam doesn't it?

I haven't checked my email inbox in what seems like YEARS because I just don't have a spare 5 minutes to spare anymore. How can I be busier without uni?

The house has been chaos everyday. Family issues, my desire to escape but can't due to numerous responsibilities. The thought of tearing a family apart or taking paths I may regret forever. What if I make mistakes? Should I just try to chugg on and escape at a better point in time?

So many unanswered questions to ponder on.

Babysitting is also wearing me out. So much energy and the lack of it in me to keep up - I just want to sleep when they sleep, but I know that when they sleep I have to catch up on cleaning just to make up the lost time!

But you can't resist it - you love them too much because they are just too cute!

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Oh, and retail therapy? Doesn't exist! It's become quick-lunch-time-splurges! GAHHH!!!

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Hey, they weren't all for me!

See- I got a car for the bro and some books for the kiddies!

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Damn SPLURGES!